I am a sociopath, and I have been having a desire to kill.?

I'm so sorry to hear about that. However, don't ever act to those feelings that you have. Not only will you get in trouble and locked up in prison but you could take away a lot of possibilities that the person could contribute to our world. Maybe one of those people could cure cancer or find an alternative for gas. If you really don't want to be like this, there could be a possibility of a change. However, you have to be very dedicated to your change. You also have to get in touch with your feelings. Wouldn't you like someone to care for you and worry for you? Imagine that you were thrown out to die on the streets. You wander around alone looking for a place to stay but no one would take you in. How would you feel? Then, a kind woman decides to take you in with her and shows you that she cares for you and would do anything to make you feel wanted and happy. How would you feel now? What would you do? Would you want to kill this woman? If your answer is no, then you should try to think about this woman when you want to turn to someone for love. If it works, then great. If it doesn't work, I'm so sorry that I couldn't help you.